Firstly, an apology for my tardy blogging these few months days. If you don't already know, i'm officially a member of the i-stay-in-a-jungle club now (on weekdays, that is) and have yet to get my internet sorted.

One good thing about moving into a town so small that the mighty Starbucks has not even invaded this place is of course the quality of life. Because the population of this area is so small, pollution is at its minimal. Greenery has never filled my life so much. The air here is so much fresher you can practically see the oxygen. Yup my friends, the oxygen level here is SO dense that it practically wraps this small lil' town that i now reside in with a layer of smog that you can clearly see. Ahh...the smell of fresh air. Healthy lifestyle here i come.
*if you didnt sense the sarcasm, I'm telling you thats what that was just now.

Bottom line is i cant believe such a small town would be so fucking polluted! Grrr...

Oh and i just watched Hairspray. John Travolta in drag? How can i miss this one! If you partially liked Dreamgirls but found it a tad tedious and too draggy, dont worry. Hairspray is the perfect ten to shows the likes of Dreamgirls. Totally opposite. You wont even notice time flying by, and thats good considering its one of the rare full 2 hour movies being churned out now. Think High School Musical with plenty of feet-tapping (that is if you've not already sprang out of your chair and burst out dancing along) and funny moments. This show is definately top notch in my books. I'm even thinking of getting the DVD as well (a feat for someone like me who hardly bothers watching the same movie twice). This show is definately...groovy, as they put it in the 60s.

Would love to elaborate more but i've got to get back to packing my things for the jungle now. Its gonna be a long week.

Happy Monday Blues everybody :P

More Blonde Moments

I cant get enough of South Carolina's blonde moments!

Saw this clip and found it absolutely hillarious i cant stop laughing!

I'm so evil!

Blonde/Ultimatum

This is hillarious!

Miss Teen South Carolina attempts to answer the question of why 1/5 Americans cant locate their own country on a world map.

Seriously, i dont know which is dumber. Her answer or the question!

Well if you ask me...

'I personal believe that Miss Teen South Carolina is in fact NOT as dumb as people would like to think she is. The fact that she'd managed to involve South Africa and the Iraq and Asia in a question that seeks to find why AMERICANS cant locate their own country just shows her ingenuity beyond our comprehension, thats all.

After all, her answer is simple. Americans cant locate their own country because they dont have maps! DUH! But of course, educating South Africa and the Iraq and Asia is equally as important too! I mean its obvious that one has got to educate these three countries before expecting ones own citizen to know where their country is located!

However, the most important part of her answer that should have landed her top marks for this Q&A session was definately her closing. I mean come on! By doing all that she suggested, US WOULD BE ABLE TO BUILT UP THEIR FUTURE FOR THEIR CHILDREN....or such as!'

*sniff sniff

I wonder if i know anyone like that...

Hi chien! *waves frantically*

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This clip is equally entertaining.

Enjoy :)

I Wanna Have Your Babies Too!

Natasha Bedingfield

I love this girl.

Not only is she a gifted songwriter, she's also a fantastic singer at that.

One tune that captured my attention in her latest album, NB, was soulmate. Written with simple elegance, she's managed to describe what so many of us feel or have felt once upon a time. I mean one only has to study the chorus of this song to realise this girl knows what she's talking about. And to combine such powerful lyrics with an equally powerful tune PLUS her voice? Double combo tripple kill i tell 'ya!


Soulmate
by Natasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone


I would put her song up on imeem for u guys but i'm swamped with studying right now and i just cant be bothered. So ya all will just have to download it for yourself. Trust me, its worth it!

Happy listening :D

Bored?

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Strange

Sometimes i want to write about so many things. Theres so much inside me that needs to be expressed, to be forever entombed in this eternal cyberspace of junk. And yet, the keyboard stays silent. No sounds of the clickety-clacks of fingers typing. No flowing of words that comes from the heart.

Its strange how the past two months could possibly be one of the best periods in my life but still there is no records of it here in this journal. This journal that has been with me for a much longer period then i had anticipated. 'Just a phase' i told myself when i first started writing.

Perhaps its just the timing. Choosing to write about happy times when one is down and frustrated sure hinders progress. It blocks the mind from being productive.

These four walls that have been my grave for the past 1 week sure feels constricting. To look at the same old dull furnitures from the moment i wake up to the time i lay my puny head to sleep. I know what i need - a change of environment. But time is my constraint. Time is my luxury.

The internets not helping either. Right now, i'm having trouble logging on to some of my favorite blog sites. My only connection to the outside world has been eliminated. Strangely, the other sites work fine. Maybe those pesky government agents are up to something. With elections coming up, who knows to what extend politicians will go. After all, with all the publicity blogs have been getting recently, perhaps someone has finally realise how big a threat blogs can be.

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Anyway, i'm too tired to go on. Ramblings at wee hours of the nights are strangely therapeutic but also exhausting.

QUACK QUACK QUACK

Quack quack quack quack quack, quack quack quack quack....


Ok so i've held my silence for quite some time now but i just cant stand it anymore. The new song by Ahli Fiqir is just...AWESOME!!

And since everybody rolls their eyes at me whenever i tell them this, the only person (or thing) that will actually listen (without passing judgement, might i add!) is my trusty ole blog (whom i've neglected for quite some time now).


Quack quack quack quack quack, quack quack quack quack....

Sama pandai, sama bodoh
Sama tepok, sama bongkok


Sometimes i think i'm enjoying life too much :D


Anyway i was thinking about when i'll have to move to my obscure residence once uni starts, and how lonely i'll be without my baby to accompany me on my daily gallivants, or to shush him while i'm watching tv, or disturb me while i sleep.

So its obvious i have to start looking for some sort of replacement. I doubt it'll be easy to fill that void that he'll leave. All that love and care, the way he looks at me, that strong embrace, those...


*click click*


Ek! So cute.......SET!

*5 minutes later and his replacement was found.

Arent they just adorable?

Anyways i've always wanted a dog but mum has always been against it. Insisted that i wont be responsible (actually hardworking more like it) enough to take care of it and it'll end up being her job to take care of the dog.

Well......i do admit i'm out of the house very often,
and yes.....i do occasionally forget to do my chores.......
but still........

So here's my chance. I'll be staying by myself so obviously the dog will have to be my responsibility. And i forsee shitloads of free time as well because, lets just say that entertainment there is scares.

OMG i'm getting excited just thinking about it!
(no, not in that way u dirty minded freaks! -.-)

Anyways, now i just have to find one heck of a cute puppy





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hmmm





Ok so it looks like the bf is not gonna get replaced that easily after all.

But i would appreciate it if anyone out there know of anybody wanting to give away any puppies to kindly contact me.

Caring, loveble and responsible boy *cough*bullshit*cough* seeking to find companionship. (This is starting to sound like some dodgy male-seeking-male site now -.-)

*hops off doggie finding

I Wonder

How far will a person go to get money

Big Boys Dont Cry

Potted plant, oh potted plant
sitting in the middle of the garden
how pretty you look,
your leaves all green, your petals full bloom
you've got all the sun you need,
and all the water that you want
And yet they dont know, oh no they dont
of the stifling heat that burns you petals
or the excess water that rots your roots
and yet you struggle to survive
and yet you try to be strong
and not a sign you try to show
you glitter with beauty on the outside
and nobody knows of the truth
oblivious, they envy you
not knowing that you're dying inside
oh no they dont
and none the wiser they look at you,
admire you
until one day they come to find
a plant withered and dead

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~ Fairytales dont always have a happy ending, do they? ~

Troubled Heart

Trapped in a shell drifting with the current
surrounded by shimmering beauty of the ocean
and fishes swim by and brushes against it
their gentle fin and a ripple the only mark
of a presence that will only fade with time
this uneasiness, this sudden jump
to live in such fear is no way to live

PARTY!

UV NATION TONIGHT!

Get your act on!

Cant wait.

First Day

Sry boys and girls for the lack of post but this boy has joined the working world now...for 2 months la.

And i cant believe that tomorrow will be only my second day and i'll have to attend a meeting that will stretch for 5 to 6 hours! No wonder they say advert guys are crazy...CRAZY I TELL YOU!

But today was fun. And from the briefing i got today, i have a feeling that i'm gonna enjoy my time here. Everything is so relaxed and the people awesome bunch. All fun to be with with just a touch of drama queens in each of them LOL.

And amongst the multitude of serong peeps in my company, the cutest guy has to be straight

-.-

So sad

Hahahaha

K i need my sleep now if i am to stay awake tomorrow.

The Dream

The tides grow strong, it washes me away
i want to go one way,
but the current pulls me in many directions
Alone, in the multitude of people
Alas, alas - nobody understands
A single page leaves me longing
for a life i would not have
Time travel a dream
- or is it?
Inward I reflect
of a desire i cannot speak of
who here will truly understand me?
who now can i confide in?
This secret part of me
- always a secret part of me

Is history a curse
or part of life as it is
I walk this beach alone
the footprints i leave behind
is only mine
The one that walks beside me
that carries me through troubled times
a myth, only a myth
I want to believe, need to believe
and yet i remain skeptical
torn between desires
A choice between two hearts
and one will break in the end
a kaleidoscope of dreams
reflections of many
refraction of none
it all becomes one
and many into none

So after 4 days of RnR I'm finally back from Bali.

OMG you wont believe the sights they have there! And I'm not talking about structural stuff, purely physical. I've nvr seen so many beautiful, beautiful abs staring back at me in my entire life! (Ok la so maybe i have but that was a long time ago)

Note : Bali is no place for a gay boy to be in with PARENTS! Not unless u want them to see the pooling saliva drooling from your mouth, the darting eyes, and the tenting bulge.

Seriously, took such effort to restrain myself from looking (Board shorts aren't very good cover for a growing erection). Hell even the guy peddling keropok looked yummy enough to eat. Wonder how much he would go for :P

Anyway, I cant stress how much i love that place. Whats not to love?! Food there was awesome (Think lobster meals going for RM50...FOR THREE!) Plus the whole place there is like this giant Chee Chiong Kai! Bought loads of shirts and board shorts for 10 bucks average. I just hope that red shirt i bought is colour fast tho.

And i finally went for my first massage. No biggie la. I think i was pretty relaxed then so not much knots to massage away, but still it was relaxing. Melted like putty in her hands. Maybe it would have been better if it was a he. Oh well, beggars cant be choosy can they now.

The bf is so gonna kill me when he read this! LOL

My advice for those thinking of a holiday, consider Bali if you have a big enough group of friends to go with. It would be much better, unless you intend to go to some quiet, tropical getaway for a lil honeymoon. In that case, dont stay in the city (Kuta) but go for some place in Nusa Dua. Didnt get a chance to go there myself but i heard its paradise.

Kuta is for people to PARTY, PARTY, PARTY!

Sigh, I'm already missing that place now. Was really down when we had to leave finally.

Change of future plan la. I'm so gonna retire there and be a beach bum.



ps : Guess what? They even have Krispy Kreame there! For those of you who dont know what they are, they're donuts that are TO DIE FOR! I have 2 dozen in my fridge now :p

I drew a circle on the canvas of life
but the ends never met, i didnt know why
and then you showed up, and picked up the pen
and guided my hands, you made those ends meet

From that day on, i knew it would be
that life as i knew it, would change totally

I'm happy when you're happy
I grow sad when you're sad
I laugh at the sight of your laughter
I cry at the sight of your tears

Tho the journey was tough, with storms in our path
Tho the journey still is, with thorns in our side
Tho my heart sometimes grow weary having to decide
I never regretted the day i met you

And I love you

Love oh love, such a strong word
I kept it inside for such a long time
not wanting to say it in fear the meaning lost
should the timing be wrong just a second too short

But love is now, and love is us
I feel it in you, i hope you do too
The deeds that you do, your actions so loud
I'm constantly assured, of a love i'm so proud

Baby i love you!

Brain Dead

tapity tap tap

Only 2 more days till my departure and i have yet to complete a long list of task i'd set myself to complete b4 leaving.

Its terrible. I've been feeling super lazy this hols, alternating between lazing around the house watching tv and going out with the bf ONLY. And my room is in the exact state it was during exam period, aka super messy with notes everywhere. Sometimes i wish i had a maid. But then again i dont trust them, and who knows where my notes will all end up if i ever need them again. Oh well...

Will be going to view my future house tomorrow :D All psyched up now and hoping it will be nice. I'll hate it if i had to stay in an old, run down house for the next one yr. But i heard its nice so fingers crossed.



Wah...seriously, my brain is on shutdown mode. Cant write anymore. Perhaps i shall switch to one of those picture blogs and let them do the talking instead. K la wont write anymore crappy post for now. Grr

My Bouncy Penis!

I've got a bouncy penis. Its all squashy and soft and elastic. You can do whatever you want with it and it just pops back in shape again. Five people has already witness my penis being smashed onto an aluminium table and its still alright. Really, i have one hell of a durable penis.

Of course, i'm not talking about the one that comes attached to me la.

This ones made in Thailand :P

However, its not very useful if you ask me. I mean whats the point of having a soft dick right? So now it sits on my table looking very very obscene, jingling away merrily each time its touched.

I bet i could make some old perverted men happy tho if i just went around holding it infront of my pants. You know, that voyeur thingy where they get all excited thinking that they had a peek at your goods. Seriously, this thing can look quite real from afar if you dont look at it for too long. One might think that i have a cute healthy pinkish looking penis hanging :P That is if i dont get arrested for indecent exposure first la.

So if any of u guys are interested in viewing my bouncy penis let me know la. You'll nvr know which one i might post up.

HAHAHAHA

I feel like such a whore.

I cant wait to show it to the bf tomorrow.

I have too much time.

I have to clean up my room....someday.

I talk rubbish.

Ta

Ok i think i've kept my silence for long enough.

Truth be told, i've been meaning to blog for quit some time now but somehow always manage to 'lose the feeling' whenever i face my screen. Besides, i've done nothing blog-worthy so far so nothing much to say la.

Anyway thanks alot to those that gave me encouragement throughout the rough patch i was going through. Not so emo now. Calm enough to think logically and plan my next step la at least.

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*blink blink*

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K i've actually got nothing to say. Well, goodnight folks.

Muse...come back!

ta

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

it's been a good journey.

and like all good journeys, this one might come to its end.

too much tears have fallen.

i dont know how this will end.

and i'm just so tired.