Monday, April 03, 2006

When Goodbye seems so hard

Our options in life are usually simple. Its easy to see with a logical mind the paths we should take and the ones that we shouldnt. But its only when emotions come into play that everything changes. Suddenly white isnt all that white and black isnt really as black as it seems. If only we could just take our feelings out of the equation, it would simplify alot of things.

How do you forget someone who isnt in the picture? To stop those feelings growing inside but stem from nowhere? Love is such a great thing, but it is also such a burden. The things that we do in the name of love, most would call it insane. Majority of us will remember the first time we ever fell in love, the feeling of being the happiest person in the world, going about as if the world was such a great place to live in. What most of us wont remember is the bumps in the road, the ache we get in our heart which hurts so bad and wont go away. There is no medicine for that. No cure. When the end is inevitable, our world begins to collapse and the rest just crumbles away. Mutual or not the feeling still remains. Perhaps we choose to forget this part because we dont want to. It stains love and yet its what makes love so beautiful.

So no, dont call. Because as good as it sounds, the best thing is to forget it ever happened. And then maybe, just maybe, the hurt will go away.