Sunday, February 25, 2007

Monday Blues

Nothing much to say except that it was one hell of a week.

One week of non stop drinking

One week of non stop gambling

One week of non stop eating

One week of non stop visiting

In a way i'm glad its finally over, but i'm missing the fun already. Have a feeling its gonna be so hard adjusting back to reality again.


Recap CNY 2007
-someone makes cocktails
-someone was being a bitch
-more people found out about me
-more people accepted me
-won RM200
-drank every single fucking day! (UGH)
-camwhored with my new cam


I find that funny things run through my mind alot (not literally la of course) but too tired/lazy to write them down now. How does one 'dont think so much'?

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Sometimes i feel insecure around people that i like. Its like my flaws are amplified around them, and i'm the kind of guy who wants to be perfect for that special someone because well, i think they deserve it. In a way it puts a strain on the relationship and sometimes its best to just be yourself and see if that person can just accept you for the guy that you are.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

wow ... what an eventful week for you!

there's no point of being with someone that you can't be comfortable as yourself :)

have a great week ahead. Cheers

lucas said...

In imprefection do we find prefection. Dont be hard on yourself dude. Have met you twice and both times, you have not dissapointed me as a friend. I admit tht u r quite but than again, thts just u and being you is wht makes u special. If u try to be prefect like everyone else...who are u than?

Anonymous said...

Hehe as you yourself say, just be yourself. Don't 'try' to be someone to impress him. Because that's just not the real you, no?

If someone really loves you, it's not about you being someone perfect for him. It's him accepting who you are, flaws and all. Even if he saw you at your worst, he'll still not step back an inch away from you. He'll be there for you all the time. Even when you don't deserve him most.

Love is many things. That's just one of it ;) Good luck! hehe

Comically Sad said...

jl: but the thing is its not their fault its mine! so far nobody has asked for me to change but its just i feel the need to be that kind of person :S

1975: twice? shouldnt u have a blogger identity then? lol wait till u get to know me better la...u'll want me to be quiet again :P

senai: hei! long time no hear from u. well as i've explained to jl its all my fault not anybody else.