Yet Another Angry Post

Is it just me, or is the internet still as slow as ever? Call it paranoia but I think that streamyx is just taking advantage of what happened in Taiwan to provide me with a crappy connection. Its so stupidly slow i don’t even feel like going online anymore. Probably one of the reasons for the lack of post. I just don’t have the patience.

So now that i AM here, what do i blog about? I could talk about how I’ve been spending my hols and the things I’ve been doing but really, who the hell cares what’s going on with my life currently! If I were at least semi-famous, some of you would probably give a shit about my life. I could talk about all the wild parties I’ve attended, or all those cute guys I’ve slept with, who's gay and who's not (celebrities I mean, who cares about us normal earthlings?!) Unfortunately, I’m just a regular guy doing regular things so get ready for ordinary things. Oh and angry things too because of late, my emotions have been in turbulence.

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I hate drama, and yet I’m the cause of drama. I hate people who pretend they’re fine but aren’t really fine. I hate insidious remarks and the people who make them. I hate being kept in limbo. Yes I hate a lot of things, and most of all, I never thought I’d have to face them in my life, and certainly not from people whom I’ve cared for before.

Right now, like I’ve said, fuck it. I don’t really care if I ever talk to some people ever again. I didn’t need them when they weren’t in my life and I certainly don’t need them now. Oh and I also hate people who think they know it all just because they’ve gone through it all.

I have given it a lot of thought about whether I should post a post like this and risk losing some people permanently. Well its obvious what my decision is. And Chien, really I’m fine. In fact I was feeling great a few moments ago, but this has been on my chest and I’m really starting to get annoyed that its affecting me for so long and keeps coming back in my quiet hours. Worse part is I’m not supposed to be the one hurting, or so everybody keeps on thinking. So its best to just let it all out and seriously, I feel much better now.

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So with that out of the way, I guess its not too late for a fresh start…yet again! But whats life without changes right? Maybe this time I’ll get it right.

Now, who wants to date me? lol