Exponentially Going Down

Sometimes its just too much.

With less then a day before exams, i already feel like i've lost. The overwhelming feeling of regret, guilt, dissapointment, anger and hopelessness is all making this too much to cope.

Tired of it all.

Tired of myself.

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Stuck here in my hole
a well i dug myself
a single lamp shines bright
the famous midnight light

To stare at figures and numbers
to comprehend such losses
to understand those switches
the pressure really amasses

I really wish to throw it all away
to think of better days ahead
to dream of sunlit beaches
and sandy shores,
of ice cold beers
where laughter roars.