Thursday, March 27, 2008

Broken Hearts, Broken Lives

Hillsongs
So You Would Come

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

_________________________________________


They played this song yesterday at the Easter presentation. Such a beautiful song. I remember it as one of my favorites when i was young. Each words so true that it embodied all my struggles. It still does.

Suddenly, i find myself asking 'What am I living for?'

Its true i constantly find myself battling between choices. It isnt the fact that one road is worn and well-used while the other less traveled, but more so that both roads are equally winding and have consequences that will hurt the people that I love very much. And both choices will hurt me eventually.

Today someone told me i'm very lucky to be attached to such a great guy. I wonder if thats really true. After all, i might end up breaking his heart. Sometimes one is pushed to do things that he does not want to. I've tried to push matters aside for as long as i can, but i can only delay what has to eventually be decided. The worst part is my heart is also unsure. If you ask me, i think that he's unlucky to be attached to me.

I used to ask God, 'If you did not want me this way, why make me like this? I certainly did not choose this path. It chose me.'

And in my quiet moments, the answer actually came to me. It wasnt one that i liked, certainly not one i hoped to hear, but the quiet voice in my head said 'God did the same thing. He came down to die for your mistakes. He could have easily turned his face from you, and yet he came.'

Because of His great love
He gave His only Son

Another chapter of my life is about to be complete. The pages have been written, and the conclusion almost made. I have to decide soon of how i want to start the next chapter of my life. I pray for wisdom and courage.

17 comments:

fj suba said...

hi.. you know i was inspired when i read your blog. this song is very true. thank you very much for posting this song.

Sudeep said...

Dear brother, I landed up on this page as I was searching for the lyric of the song "Because of His love". Thank you for posting this song.
Brother, cling on to Jesus Christ. He is the author and finisher of our lives. He know the very end even before the start. All him to mould your life. It is easy to be resistive to the tender shaping hands of the potter, but my dear friend, press on, endure all hardships.. Becoz it's worth for that heavenly crown!

Cheer up my friend, Jesus loves you.. He is in perfect control..

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